I am a pathetic loser....

Another school year begins all around me with all the little ivy league achievers starting classes, and once again I am not doing anything to advance myself. I am allowed one class per semester for free so I went to one that I liked today (an art class) and it was full so I couldn't take that. Science classes either don't excite me, or more often than not I feel like I can learn all the material by just reading the book. There doesn't seem to be a point in taking an esoteric class such as some kind of social science since that does nothing for either of my possible fields of study. And so I am a total pathetic unambitious loser. Now it's been three days since classes started and I feel like I missed the boat. Am hating on myself today.